THE LINE

Art by Christina Gutierrez (2022 archive)
I'll walk the line of caring and not:
tongue-in-cheek versus
running my tongue against your cheek
I'm too scared for one and too
clumsy for the other so
that leaves
verses:
scrawled on the soft part of the wrist that only you can see
scratched on the tongue of an alleyway sneaker,
(lips and toes curled)
scraped from the back of the throat, sour-sweet like
jam: lid-licked and kissed pink like
jam: lip-licked and stolen from your cupboard, like
jam: still sticking your fingers into my subconscious
and only ever
what I will never have